The last day of 2014

This is probably one of the worst year. Is it that horse is jinxed this year? I seriously believe so. 

Jan - I was still in onyx. I did a photoshoot with a blog shop and Ettusais. 

Feb - my cute niece is born on the valentine. A joy to our family. 

March - went to KL and visit the doeramon exhibition. Still in my short hair and always cutting it to above shoulder. My bob hair that is. 

April - onyx merged. I left and joined a small marketing company newly opened by this person who has a two yrs team building company. My office is where the event company office used to be and was co-shared by a gym that was developing. 

May - gym opened. Work scheduled. I managed to learn Photoshop and Lightroom with this job and also a bit of photography skills. 

June - nothing much. Working office hours. Go home and play with my niece. 

July - went for my first run ; Garfield run. Very fun with my boy and Shan although is just a 3km run. 

August - went Japan for the first time and Taiwan with my sister cum travel buddy for a good 2 weeks. A lot of experience and thoughts and places to share. I know I know. I should have blog by this year. But I seriously got no time. I wanted to blog too. Maybe on the 2nd of next month. Yes next year. Keep a look out for it! 

September - last week of the month. Unbelievable truth told. 

October - I was released by my company for apparently no profit gain reason which I think otherwise, on the first day of the month. He owed me a week of pay due to sudden retirement and 2 months of my cpf which have not been given up till now. The worst boss ever. I shall not badmouh because if you are in the same industry, you would have heard of his bad name. And of course of the same month, I signed a contract with a F&b outlet under management trainee. 

November - I was super depressed. Got sick terribly. Depression totally. 

December - my favorite month but I had to work on Xmas and new year eve with very exhausted body and mind. My birthday was simple but nice thou. realized the ugly world and the ugly side of human to an extent. 

Till now as I am writing, on this new year eve, I'm actually on my break of 2.5hrs. If not, I would not have had the time to blog my Last post of the year. I wish for nothing but the better for next year. No resolution, just wish things would get better and life is good for all. 

Happy New Year people! 

My 24th Birthday

When you grow up and grow older, you just don't have the vibe to celebrate your birthday like when you were in your teens. Of course I was still pretty upset over myself because of my job. I had to work on Xmas day and that made me so tired on my birthday. I didn't even have time to dress myself up alittle. Usually, every year or so on my bday I would buy a set of clothes so that I can be alittle pretty on my special day. Too tired and only got 1 off day (FML seriously), I decided to do my retail therapy and to reward myself on the day itself. Went out with my boy and drag him to accompany shopping with me as he waited very long for me to choose my clothes. I am very picky. Gotten a blue cropped top and a white skorts from bugis junction to realise that it was raining when I finish my purchase and changed into it. So I headed to bugis+ and saw this long sleeve sports material chio top from Berskha, but there is no size available for me. So I bought the grey knitted one which looks not bad either. Really does keep me warmth. Retail shopping did damage to my legs, I couldn't really walk long like this due to my damn work. We were so hungry anyway so pause to our shopping and went for lunch at cococurry. By the time we were finished with lunch, it was almost time for movie. Had a good laugh over the movie night at the museum. Nice movie to watch on my special day. Then we continued our retail therapy at Charles and Keith. I was running out of time thou, if not probably will still shop more (or maybe not because my legs are breaking). Settled with the black and silver shoes. Kinda into silver recently. As usual, bright colors never run away from me. Quickly head back home to have dinner with my family because I only have this off day and no choice have to squeeze everything together. I requested to eat crab; Never forget that last year I did not have my chance to eat crab because mom wanted a christmas feast. SO YEA TO CRAB BECAUSE ALL 2 CRABS ARE MINE. of course I did share with them but only my xiaomei eat thou. After dinner, blow the candle, cut the cake and there goes my 24th birthday. Very simple but I had both of the world celebrating with me. And to those who remembered my birthday (because I off the notification from facebook), thanks so much for the wishes and blessing. I appreciate each of them.  

Happy Birthday to me

showing off my big present from my boy! Thank you <3

Santa Can you hear me?

Working on a Christmas day is definitely depressing. The fact that i alao work 9 days straight also tired me out totally. To add on to the drowning mood, next day is my birthday. The very least i got off on my bday. If not i think i wont be able to work properly. Probably wont want to talk to anyone. And by adding salt to the wound, there is no countdown for the new year as well because there is no such thing in the industry. Nvm dont talk about it. Just make me more depressed for tomorrow. Merry Christmas people.

penny of thoughts

Its mid december again, and I have yet update my Japan/Taiwan trip. I really wish to pen down my trip because the longer I drag, the more details I forget. Yet, I don't really seems to have any time, let alone some me time for blogging. Talking about drastic change in my life; I am working in F&B now and is a fully 6 days week with no PH, and no life. Serve me right for complaining about my previous job hours because now that I realised it was heaven previously, compared to the working hours I have now. Basically work my day and reach home to sleep because I was so damn tired. Of course you would ask how did I manage to blog this post then? Because I tried to stay awake to churn a post out. I seriously need to write anyway. I was so depressed over this and the fact that I have to work on Xmas and unsure of having off day on my bday just worsen my mood. Seriously?! How do people in F&B line find balance in life? Or are you telling me F&B people don't have life? OR there is no such thing as work life balance for F&B? Tell me you are kidding because I really find it so hard to adapt and believe that my 2 entire years would be in this state. Maybe this is my karma, I complained too much. SHIT. Now, as I am writing this post, I really am depressed and bad mood. Can I just have one wish; I wish to be able to quit this job, please? I wanted to buy presents to reward myself and to get myself a birthday present; nice dress, nice heels or shoes, nice clutch but none of this can be of use to me because working 6 days and the one rest day you just wan to sleep the day off because you are really too tired but you are contradicting yourself as well when you know you will waste your off day just sleeping away because you just did nothing on your off day. THIS IS HOW BAD AND DEPRESSED I AM. Im stupid

Santa can you hear me

I have been so good this year

last month of 2014

Time really flies. Its December again and Im going 24 soon. Reminder to myself, I probably need to finish my Taiwan/Japan post by end of this year. Have been dragging for too long. A drastic change to my life recently and I have been coping with the changes. Think in another way; pushing myself out of the comfort zone and doing things that may help in future may not be a bad thing. Afterall, is out of the comfort zone, definitely not as expected and it wont be smooth sailing if it is a out-of-your-zone thing. I will update again, sometime soon.