Saturday, December 26, 2015

my 25th Birthday


When I was in my teens, I had a big group of classmates celebrating for me. We went to ice skate and had macdonald back then and I carried back plastic bags n plastic bags of presents. When we grew older,  a different group celebrated with me and it was lovely as well. As I passed the age of 21 and going to a quarter of century, i realised that only my family has never failed to celebrate this day with me every single year. Everybody seemed to fade and leave somehow. Initially a few years go, I was so upset, because no others have wanted to spare a little time on this special occasion and I waited by the phone for any message that would say to help me celebrate my birthday till the end of each year. Not to mention surprises but nope, not a single soul. I started to think was it because I wasn't good enough as a friend? Maybe I am thats why on this day no friends have actually helped me celebrate. As years passed, I started to accept what it is. At least I should be thankful for what I have, be grateful for the things and people who stay. So at this quarter of century, I am equally happy that my family had always compromise to me to go eat my favourite food and my boyfriend make the effort to plan for my birthday and spend the whole day with me. I thank those people who wish me as well.

知足常乐


Happy Birthday to me :)

Monday, December 21, 2015

UPDATED: It's the time of the year

I thought december would be good but as the first half of the month passed, i felt so suffocated already. And I start to wonder, is this what I want? I hate to ask this question myself because I would have thousands and million doubt and questions in mind that made me insomnia. Is this really what life is about? 

aside to this, it is a week to my favourite season and now i make a promise to myself - one fine year I am going to see a white Christmas. Yeap, Christmas overseas that is! Maybe next year hopefully? And of course that would also mean my birthday is coming. I have no plans or whatsoever. No wishlist for birthday present as well. Probably really getting used to it. Is this part of growing up?

ok maybe Im just tired after work and Im lazy to think. updating soon..... snoozing at 2344hours, goodnight peeps!

Its xmas eve today! thanks for all the xmas gift from all my colleagues and friends. truly appreciated. As I was thinking about my wishlist for xmas/ birthday, I realised i need to do a big shopping for my room. My niece and dajie is shifting to their new home end of the year and that means my room is back to me. It probably be very empty with a single bed and a mirror wardrobe. Was wondering how should I do up my room? any ideas people? Let me see, probably.......


a nice water bottle? My bottle has a very small opening that I can hardly put ice. Probably need one that can hold hot water too.


 a nice maxi dress or maybe an outfit? LOL. Every year I always buy one outfit to wear on my bday. Maybe it will be nice if I receive one instead. Ombre is the in thing now?


DESSERT!! i think last year my wishlist was all food, seriously nth beats having nice dessert and food over this festive day and moreover for birthday. 

ok shall update later, my mac is running low on batt already