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Have been in this topic for quite some time. Again and again, I am lost in myself. Wondering aimlessly in this society, not knowing what I really want. I can't even find what I really like or what I'm interested in. A quarter of century, Worried is not just a word anymore. The last that I realised from my previous job, i really can't take shift work anymore even though one's limit can be pushed beyond your expectation. Is everything going down for me? To live a smooth life, is it that I should ask not for a competitive job but a stable one that can earn me a living enough to survive through and pay for bills?